Dear Lady. Ann:
I think it’s the Holy Ghost that made me see this group of empowerment on Facebook. I’m so very grateful for it. I really don’t know where to start.
I’m 44, will be 45 in November. My desires are still to be married and to have children. Since a few years my cousins, sister and I started praying to break generational curses in our family. We are cousins and siblings from maternal side. God revealed some very heavy matters to us and since that time we came together several times to break the chains of generational curses.
Women in our family, and mostly the younger generation, are getting married and soon or many years later will divorce all because of the adultery from their husbands and of course its all because of the curses spoken out over our lives. All my cousins and my younger sister have children except for one and myself. And all of them except for one are divorced. My sister isn’t married but lives with her boyfriend and has a daughter with him. My mother and some of my aunties are not married too some of them lost their husband and some have been divorced many years ago. My mother was never married to my father. I see so many of the same patterns with my mother’s life and mine. It saddens me.
I’ve also been through a lot with men who were not mine. Actually I LET them into my life. I can’t say I had real relationships with them it was more about sex. All of them walked out of my life but I realized that it was God that removed them. The last one I sent away myself, and the strange thing about that is I loved him more than I loved any man before in my life. Yet it was the devil who sent him, because I opened that door for him. Well I came to that point where I said to myself enough is enough. So last year at new years eve I prayed to God and asked Him for my heart and mind to be in one line with His ( Father) heart. I want His thoughts for me over my life. I want His promises for me over my life. Everything He had for me and still has. I want all of that to be seen in my life. In the year 2020 I said to God I will no longer build on my own insights. I said those things before but this time I said it with a complete other mindset.
Enough is enough. We as cousins do not come together anymore and that’s for many other reasons. All of us need to deal with God at a personal level. There are many more things I could mention but that would mean that this letter will be too long.
For now I hope God will reveal some things to you about me.
And I’d like to ask you to keep me in your prayers that my husband I prayed for will be revealed to me.
Thank you so much.
Sincerely,
Anonymous