Dear Lady. Ann:
I need your prayers, please. I just don’t know what to believe. When I was 20, I asked God to write my love story. I’ve been a fairly faithful Christian but at 32, I caved in to my families wishes and my dying dad’s hope for me to be married. I married a man that six people warned me against. It was the hardest 19 years of my life, not being attracted to him, nor loving him and the shame I carried for robbing him of finding someone who would. We had four children, which were close to ‘immaculate conceptions’ as we had only been ‘together’ six times in the 19 years. I separated under the elders’ suggestion and he filed for divorce.
Three years after the divorce, I was in a relationship that took me further from my purpose. I broke that off and stumbled on a thing called ‘the Twin Flame’ journey. Lady Ann, it has been three years now since this started and I bump into the man that I thought was the ‘twin flame’ but he is not even serving in ministry as I have been and he is currently engaged within the past couple years. I don’t know if this is the spiritual term of the Kingdom Husband or a satanic thing but I’ve been seeing repetitive numbers and license plates that synchronize with thoughts that go through my head or music that is playing on the radio. I’ve prayed and fasted and prayed and fasted and I cannot get away from this. Please tell me what you might know of this? Thank you so much.