Dear Lady. Ann:
Good evening everyone. My name is Brenda and I’m currently in the middle of a 7 day prayer and fast to heal my broken relationship with my ex. I’m on day 4 and I feel like the devil is attacking me from all sides. I’m trying so hard not to give up, but it’s getting so hard right now. My ex and I broke up 2 years ago and he immediately got into a relationship 2 days later. They’re still together and are both from the same church, but I know deep down in my soul that we’re meant to be together. We had always talked about marriage and kids prior to the breakup and even years later I still get all these signs and dreams that always lead me back to him.
He told me that the current girl he’s with right now would always pray and fast and write his name in her diary so that they would be together instead (this was all done during our relationship, so she knew that me and him were together). I pray that my ex softens his heart up towards me and that God restores our broken relationship. It pains me to see him act so cold and harsh towards me now when he used to be so sweet and tender towards me. I admit that I did have my faults during the relationship, but I’ve repented for them. He recently told me that he doesn’t view the girl he’s with as an actual girlfriend, but when I asked him why he’s with her he also couldn’t give me an answer because he doesn’t know why either.
There’s times where he also shows his old side after a few weeks or months of no contact and treats me nice again and even tries to flirt with me, but that all goes away the next day. I feel like the devil has been upping his attacks on me and him lately and I’m scared that the relationship is way past restoration at this point. I’m trying to get closer to Jesus and have Faith that He’ll hear my cries. I ask everyone to please stand with me in prayer. I stand on Isaiah 40:31 Philippians 4:6-7 “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God” , and Mathew 7:7. I PROMISE THAT I WILL COME BACK WITH A TESTOMONY! Thank you all so much in advance, God bless 🙌