Fri | Feb 5, 2021

I’m Not Bitter, Just Disappointed



Dear Lady. Ann:

*Anonymous please*
Hello Lady. Ann, Blessings to you and Merry Christmas! I’m so glad I found your YouTube page and FB page. I was doing a search for prayers for future spouse and husbands and yours came up. I need my spirit man to continue to be built up. I am 46 years old, haven’t been married yet, not yet with children and in my season of waiting. I thought I would have been married years ago. I have prayed, fasted, did vision boards, my married biological sisters have prayed for me, my (married & single) spiritual sisters have prayed for me, I declared 2019 (and 2020) would be my year for my Man of God to find me or we divinely connect and I’m still waiting. I am not bitter or angry, I am disappointed and at times, I’m sad.

I’ve been determined to walk in my purpose and sought the Kingdom of God as it gives me peace, I’ve just wanted marriage. I’ve turned down interests & dates from men who was not on the same page as me and who I had a different lifestyle with. I just didn’t (and still don’t) want to settle. I’ve heard that the church keeps single women single and I have been determined to not let that get in my heart so I won’t do my own thing and step out the will of God. I ask for your prayers as I am still in my season of waiting.