Dear Lady. Ann:
Please keep me anonymous. I was dating a wonderful guy in 2017-2018 and we planned on getting married. I went to my grandmas funeral in April and my boyfriend died mysteriously in September 2018. Some prophets told me his death was orchestrated my by aunties who are against my marriage so we prayed about it. September 2019 I met another guy and we started dating in October 2019. Everything was good, in fact very good we started planning to get married. I went to my grandpas funeral in November 2019. Then from May 2020 things started going south. In August he came and told me he’s not interested in getting married anymore and just left even without a breakup.
I started praying and fasting in October because I’d remembered the prophecy I received sometime back and our split didn’t make any sense to me and everyone who knew about our union. I started getting prophecies again that he was going to come back and so on. I had a lot of dreams about him with him coming back and planning our wedding again. Just recently I received a prophecy saying I’m holding on to the past so I should let go.
Now my confusion is to let go of the ex who have passed away or to let go of the recent one whom I’ve been praying for to come back. Sometimes I pray to let go of the recent one because I feel God is going to replace him with another guy, but whenever I’m praying or fasting I end up praying for him.
What do I do? Please help me pray 🙏🏼