Dear Lady. Ann:
On the Facebook group, irresistible woman, there was a little videoclip: If your groom reacts like this on your wedding day, how would you feel?
#emotionalgrooms I have never been married and I don‘t have children. My wish is to get married and have a family. I am 46 years old. When I watched the video at first, I thought to myself; wow nice so see a man showing his tears and to see how he values it to getting married to the woman. Then more and more in the video you see different fathers with their daughters in their arms bringing them to their grooms. My feelings changed, suddenly. I felt scared and thought no, I don’t want my father in my marriage. I had a terrible feeling. I don’t want anything to get destroyed.
So I asked myself how is this going to work (my father?), I am single at the moment. While my parents were married my father had another woman. Since then the family was my Mum and me. My Mum has been dead for 12 years. Now I live on my own. Some years later my health changed, had to give up my job and that’s how I became a new believer. And I am praying every day for a job with salary and that I get completely healed. My father isn’t a Christian and sometimes he likes to make bad sexual jokes. I ignored many times to listen to his jokes. For me purity is important. I saw many things my dad did that I didn‘t like. I think he has the spirit of lust and I remember when I was a child, my mum saw a big phone bill (she knew it was calls he made to another woman on the phone… A sex thing). And I saw other things my father did before my parents got separated, divorced and after the divorce.
I need your advice, prayers. I lost much time in the past. I don’t want anything stopping me from getting married to my future husband. As it is my desire is to have a husband, a kingdom marriage. Also I wish that there will be more of the kingdom on earth (revivals 🙂 ). How can I get more breakthroughs? Please help me.
Blessings
from irresistible Melanie Alexandra Walser