Dear Lady. Ann:
I am 35 years and a woman of God. I got saved and I am in love with God my father, my Lora who saved me and the Holy Spirit who guides me. I have been in one failed relationship after another and I took a break to love me. I’ve been single and I’m waiting for three years now. I am also celibate. In my journey of self love I decided to relocate to London and start a new because my family was also toxic and I had to heal, recover and forgive them. I have made peace with my small family and we are ok. God blessed me at that moment and it’s indeed a testimony. In my stay here in London I met a humble servant of God and we train together . We have become very close and I feel like he’s the one. He was in a bad relationship and recently broke up and I was hoping he would heal and be by himself before we could connect more emotionally. He agreed.
A month before his break up I started a devotion of prayers to my future husband and in my talk with God I spoke of my friend, why I liked him and I asked God to show me more of him. I know God answered my prayers because we’d get to know more about each other daily. He confided in me about his PTSD and anxiety disorder that has led him to seek treatment. Listening to him made me realize that it didn’t matter and I was happy he had insight and he knew he could ask for help. God made my request more real recently, my friend was triggered by the lock down in London and he had an attack. He checked in to a mental hospital. He would call me in his hallucinations and he would express his fear of being spiritually attacked by demons. I would pray over the phone and the Lord’s Prayer would clear his hallucinations. He is now on medication and he is becoming more of himself. I was thinking he needs to seek deliverance.
In all this I told my father in heaven I love him for the good, the bad and ugly. He is a good man with a mental disorder and I love this man of God. My prayer request is to allow for the path to his deliverance to be made clearer to him and his family, I ask for strength to support him through it and I ask for God’s mercy and protection of our friendship in this moment and after. On my end I need strength for my mental balance. I am a doctor and I work in ICU. I see the effects of the pandemic and when I come home I reflect on life, my relationship with God, my family and friend. God knows me very well, He knows I’m capable. I pray that as I realize my capability I maintain my mental balance. Please pray for my friend.
Kind regards.