Dear Lady. Ann:
Thank you for your words. I stumbled on your live video while I was scrolling through my Facebook. I actually watched the video A few hours after the live. Some of the things you spoke about pierced me deeply. I have long lost touch with heaven. I don’t know how to pray anymore. Neither do I have the strength to. My life took a quick dark turn after I met and began to know a certain man. His name is Robert Kigobe. Three of my friends told me to leave him and I faced so much resistance even from a theology school I currently attend. This relationship has brought nothing to heart but fear, insecurity and so much pain including loosing my virginity. You spoke into my spirit when you said God loves me despite the poor choices I have made. I feel it in my heart that my life is a mess. I feel like a looser especially because I walked into this with warning.
Anyway I have discovered so many strange things while I lived with this man during this lock down. Like the fact that he and his distant cousin whom he calls his sister are having something sexual going on between them (I still don’t have proof but the texts in his phone between them are girlfriend-boyfriend material). Also the reasons his former wife divorced him. He is a wife beater and a father to 4 children with 3 different mothers. His blood sister has approached me and told me to pray and about generational curses in their family. There is much more that I don’t have the courage to say.
Lady. Ann I know that I have to leave. That is my blueprint I felt it in my spirit since last year and when his sister approached me and when you spoke in the live video. My problem is my life has ended. I have no where else to go. We are Ugandan but living in Eswatini. My cousin tells me returning home would be the worst. I am graduating from my theology school this December. Please pray with me that my desire for God returns. I need my soul to be awakened so that I move out of this wilderness with God’s direction. I know that nations await me but am half dead. Thank you 🙏🏿 for talking sense into me.
Lilian