Dear Lady. Ann:
First of all, thank you for creating this group. It’s so amazing to know that we can meet up as sisters to help one another. I’m not sure why I’m writing this, not feeling comfortable about it. But as you said in one of your posts, there’s a reason we are here and that reason is for our amazing Heavenly Dad. And as much as I hate writing this, I guess I feel its His will for me to be here doing this. So why not. Long story short (I know You all have a billion mails to read). I wanted to ask for prayer to know if I will have a future husband. I had a hard life but I bet so many had worst than me so its not a big deal.
But that was one of the things that killed my dream of having that special someone that God had for me. Maybe I just have 29 years and still Young but I had my share of life and it came to a point that I just don’t believe I have someone made for me by God. And even if that’s what I always dreamed of, I get used to the thought that maybe I won’t have that other half of mine to help through life. I never had a boyfriend or kissed, I always had that feeling inside of me that said I want to save that for the man sent to me from God. I had a lot of crisis about it and just thought I should forget about it and just live as the world lives, just hook up with someone and get it over with. I guess you could say me and the Devil spent a lot of time fighting about this. But God is not only my Father but my loving Daddy and knowing something will hurt Him always stopped me from doing anything stupid. His wish is my command, if He says “Jump” I’ll jump no questions asked, no answers needed.
Guess what I’m trying to say is if He wants me to be alone I’ll do as requested. But I just need to know, because of my life till now, I don’t trust people and I just accepted that maybe I am suppose to be single. But sometimes I feel He has someone for me and its hard to have hope for something you think you are not allowed to have. And then I found Your group and as I would always just ignore it, I just felt a warm feeling calling to me to ask to join the group of my sisters. As with each year I become more colder inside. I ask for you to pray for me, so I’ll know the will of my Father in this matter of my life. And if I should still pray for my future husband. I just don’t want to pray for something that is not His will.
Thank You for taking Your time to read this message.
God bless all of You! <3