Dear Lady. Ann:
You are the first person I’m sharing this with. I am a victim of abuse at a very young age. I know my Lord and as a result I got deliverance from it. However I had a boyfriend (trespassed) after and we broke up, he married someone else. So I then worked through and broke all the soul ties etc. after which I never had anyone ( no such relationship). After seven years of serving God faithfully, someone broke into my home in the wee hours of the morning 2 years ago and had me do several immoral acts to him, but I begged him not to have intercourse with me. Thank God he didn’t as I was having my menstrual cycle. He then robbed me off some cash. After this incident, I have no desire for marriage. I’m scared even to think about being with someone lest I react weird due to flash backs. I held myself together and only told my pastor & one of my good friends. I have a big issue trusting people. I always think they will betray me, as a matter of fact I know when they do. Thanks for any help.