Dear Lady. Ann:
I am a divorced woman with two kids. I have met this guy 4 years back. He is also a divorcee with one child. In the past four years we have broken up four times and he kept coming back and begging for forgiveness. In January this year I joined a prayer and fasting session for 28 days at church. One of my prayer requests was for God to restore my love life and to restore my lost glory. After the fasting my boyfriend came back again to amend this after we broke up September last year. This time he said he wanted to get married and settle down also begging me for a child. Since the lock down I have been praying that God should give me direction with this relationship and that is when I started suspecting him of cheating because of his change in behavior.
After the 3 weeks lock down he told me that he wants to cut the relationship because somebody is after him for cheating with his wife in 2017 and he does not want me involved in the drama. I feel like he is lying and I know I asked God for direction but I am so hurt because I believed in his vision for our lives, I respected and honored him so much, now I feel like he is not different from any other guy. What we shared was special but he really disappointed. I just feel God is present in every other area of my life but my love life. Please pray with me. I need God to show off his glory in my love life, I need His presence. I feel like I am fighting family curses and foundational curses that are just stubborn despite going for deliverance, fasting or giving out a seed. The spiritual battle in my love life is too overwhelming for me. I don’t have the strength to fight alone. Please I need your prayers. I need your God