Dear Lady. Ann:
The year of my separation and divorce, I felt free once my ex-husband moved out. I knew it was wrong, but I was starved for attention and affection in my marriage, and fell quickly back into old patterns before I was born again. I slipped and had sex with someone. I repented and felt so guilty. But God got my attention, and I decided and determined that I would wait for His choice for me. And I would save myself for him. But last year, someone came into my life from when I was younger. The “one that got away.” I slipped again with that person. I feel so ashamed. I feel like I’ve ruined my chance at God blessing me with the Godly spouse I was waiting for, because I didn’t wait. How can God fulfill His promise to me for that, if I didn’t fulfill my end of things by waiting?