Dear Lady. Ann:
Look at the people around my age, some are getting married, some are pregnant with baby, some are dating. it’s like I’m left.. 😔
I’m almost 23. Still single. I had a best guy friend who liked me. We dated 3 days (don’t consider it official dating) He was sweet and a good guy. But I just found no love for him. I tried to tell myself to love him, I forced myself, but I couldn’t “make” some feelings for him. I prayed and asked God why him, I don’t like him, then a few days later, he broke up with me.
I’m so scared of marrying him. The thought of marrying him terrifies me. Once, a psychic described my future love, it sounded like him, 8 characteristics out of 10. I’m so scared it will be him.
And once an astrologer told me to marry an ugly guy, she told me according to my astrology chart, I should marry a fat and short man. I find myself always getting unwanted admiration. I start to question my love destiny, do I deserve less? My household members have bad luck in marriage. Some divorced, some never married, maybe I am under a generational curse. Every night I suffer from these thoughts.
Thought of being alone forever.
Thought of marrying my ex best guy friend. It terrifies me.
Thought of marrying someone I don’t like.