Dear Lady. Ann:
I’m Lyndee. A 28 year old woman from South Africa. My life right now isn’t what I want it to be. I feel like I’m moving many steps back instead of forward. All I’ve ever prayed for was a stable permanent job, excellent health and a partner who’d be my husband.
1. I’ve recently lost my job meaning all my debts had to fall back. It’s a stressful time right now. I need to get busy to keep my focus, my partner is worried I might not be able to handle this pressure upon me. He then tries to meet half payments on my debts which helps but things are better done when you do them yourself. Please send prayers for me to get back on my feet soon. And even though I have no qualifications but God please have mercy over me for you know the reasons why I couldn’t make it that far in life. Don’t let those reasons be the reasons I fail myself now.
2.This is a secret Mrs that I’ve been having my menstruation cycle normally on a monthly basis but now I haven’t been on them for close to 9months and I’m not pregnant. All was flowing so well but now it’s stressful especially if I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. This is the first time where I don’t know what my body is telling me. I just wouldn’t want any hardships later in life. God please restore my health.
3. I don’t wanna lose my partner for whatever reasons, I don’t want to be without him. I’m so tired, I’ve seen myself go into fasting, the word and prayer. I think mainly because my heart was heavily disturbed. This man has twins with his previous relationship. He supports his kids monthly no fail. The mother of the kids decided to text me and ask obvious questions and when she gets nothing out of me, she decides she’s gonna take her own life but thank God she failed. What game is this really? I’ve made peace with the fact that she’s going to be a part of our lives and that’s cool.
See I was single a year prior to me and this guy meeting. And how we met you’d be sure God worked it all out. We go through so much together, we pray together and we surprisingly often face similar challenges (it’s crazy) I call him my God sent angel. Because before him I was single for almost a year and a half. That’s when I asked Jesus that if he’s not getting me seriously married then it’s ok, I’ll just be single all my life because I don’t like being hurt especially when I didn’t go shopping for this heart that I was born with. I’m easily hurt and taken advantage of and all I’ve ever given was love. Months later in 2018 God answered my prayer and gave me this Angel of mine. I love this man so much and I don’t want to doubt or even let little things stir us up such as those of family or baby momma. I pray for peace and that God blesses and increases this relationship to a greater level.
I want us to do everything with God, through God and for God. I’m fearless of what this lady will do to destroy us but I’m excited as to what God can do to keep us in His love.
Lady Ann I know I’ve said too much and probably somethings are clear and some are tense. I hope all is understood here. I really need prayers for I feel a part of me is slowly giving up. I need an upliftment in these 3 areas of my life. Please pray for me.
Please call me Lyndee.
Thank you in advance.