Dear Lady. Ann:
Marriage was never something I aspired to and I was never one of those women that always had to have a boyfriend or partner. But, nearly 20 years ago, God told me I was going to get married. I’ve thought it was a few men over the years and was in a relationship with the man I really thought God had for me. It took me 10 years to realize how emotionally abusive he was and finally 3 years after I walked away. I feel healed and I’m ready to be in a healthy relationship. It’s been frustrating these last few years as I try to dissect what went wrong since I heard God so clearly. I’m hearing Him again and I’m really praying hard for clarity and confirmation and that this is really the time and my husband will no longer be delayed in coming.
I know God’s timing is perfect but it’s been extremely difficult for me to be alone during the COVID quarantine. This is probably the first time I really really wanted a partner. Perhaps God has just been using this situations to strengthen my relationship with Him and also to make sure I truly want the blessing. But, I’m at the point where my faith is breaking and hope comes and goes. I’m trying to believe and then I came across your ministry. I, again, pray that this is God and this is really and truly my time. It’s getting harder to make it through some days and harder to believe. Pray for me, my faith, and my strength.