Dear Lady. Ann:
So, I had joined the FBK dating group and put a great profile of myself for the guys to see; basically my credentials and what type of man I did want and the type of man I did not want. Well, there was this supposedly man of God (mog) who finally responded to me. We finally met in person and it has been a roller coaster for 2 months until I prayed one more time for God to release me from him. I will not go into details about the horrible things he took me through, but I was so blinded by wanting to be Married that there were a lot of damnable things I suffered by him, all in the name of being a Prophet and an Apostle of Jesus Christ. So, my status as of today is I’m still a Single Christian who still desires to be very married.
Although, I believed at first he was my husband sent from God, due to the conversation that God and I had. But, when I saw a post from the Praying For My Future Husband group I’m a part of, I knew then that I had to let him go! It’s been four days now and I have true peace. I believe that he did a lot of things because it was his deceptive nature to do and he did what I allowed him to do; cheat, lie, had sex with me ONLY to manipulate me to marry him like yesterday (he knew this was a great weakness for me), and even when he proposed to me, the ring was fake, for it turned while I was wearing it.
So my question is, why would God send me this Seer? I weighed his pros against his cons and his cons always out weighed his pros. He kept wanting me to give in the idea that I was his wife, but he was not right on every level. I hate that I was at least 2 months with him, I cannot get those months back. I need prayer to be able to really bounce back from him and regain my self-esteem and keep it moving. But, now to be very honest, I’m going to be very leery about any other guy that comes into my life going forward. I don’t wanna invest like that AGAIN if he is Not the One, my future husband. Another question, is it really meant for my to have a mog, my king and Christian husband? I was officially divorced from my first husband 7 years, 2 days ago! ðŸ˜