Dear Lady. Ann:
I’m 23 years old going on 24, I’m in need of help. I’m scared that my relationship might end because of the lack of trust in my relationship due to the fact I don’t trust him. I’m asking for answers I have, questioning myself whether or not he’s the man for me all my life. I have made a lot of mistakes in my life and a lot heartbreaks, I really want someone to love me. We have an 8 month daughter together and we have been through a lot together for the past year. It’s crazy with the good and the bad, I still love him despite him hurting and me not fully forgiving him. I clearly felt like I was hurting myself allowing him to constantly hurt me when I should be putting myself first with everything he’s done to hurt me. I keep my head up high everyday because I love him and want to share some moments with him as a family with our daughter. Sometimes I feel like he doesn’t love me or maybe it’s all in my head he would say. But I really want to hear from God and what does He think about our relationship and am I making the right decision or am I going in the right direction? I want to marry him one day but I’m not sure yet if he wants what I want and is he ready for marriage. I really don’t want to get hurt and he has snapped on me and has said harsh words to me when he’s upset with me. And because of this I question myself being in his life. I have struggled with my insecurities in the past. I hate the fact that I feel like this and want them to go away.