Dear Lady. Ann:
I was a very broken person and in the midst of healing, I asked God to send me a husband whom He has ordained for me. A person that I was his rib and we have Kingdom purpose together. In November of 2018, I had a Lyft passenger that was not scheduled because my app was off, so I allowed her to continue with the ride. We were so busy laughing at how I was trying to put her out of my car, that her address did not register with me. Once I got on her block, I knew where I was. Her drop off was a few blocks from a man that I loved all of my life. Since I was on the block, I knocked to see if anyone still lived there and they did not. Once I made it home, I looked for him on Facebook and he was the first person who popped up. At that time, I only had a Facebook business/fan page and not a personal page so I asked my daughter to leave my number.
That night I had an open vision of him asking me to marry him. He called the next day. I apologized to him for the pain that I have caused. We then began to speak daily on the phone for hours. A couple of months later, his sister passed away, giving me a chance to see him because he moved out of state. After countless long phone conversations, I told him that I would come and visit him. When I went to visit him in April of 2019, the first day was good but the rest of the days was off. In addition, I had to share with him some bad news, that cause him to stop speaking to me.
The remainder of 2019 wasn’t with much conversation between us… So when I arrived in his state, I did not share that I was there. It was a couple of weeks later that he learned of my arrival because he had a bad car accident that totaled his car and so I offered him mines. During this time (November 2018 Until Present), I have had countless spiritual dreams about him. One of the ways that Yahweh speaks to me is through dreams, part of my Seers anointing. I have had countless dreams about this man, and some of them which speaks of marriage and some of them have came to pass.
I ended up taking a job that would allow me to move to his state. However, the move was with the help of God and once I got there, within a months time, I ended up living with him, not in sin but because I had no income. I was homeless in my car for a couple of days. I put my pride to the side and texted him if I could stay until I found a job. He didn’t txt back at first, but one night during covenant time (3:15am) I received a txt that said Happy Valentines from him and my brother. The only problem, it was November. When I texted him and asked what do you mean by this, his reply was, you can come stay for a little while. I’ve been here in his home since November of 2019, until present. Although some dreams are coming to pass, I sometimes worry if I am truly hearing from God. And yes, I know when my dreams are spiritual or just my subconscious.
He’s now talking to a childhood friend who he grew up with in the same order he did me and it hurts to know that he could be falling for her. And yes, I had a dream about a lady, with a travelers bag talking to him and in the dream she walked in as I walked out to look at a homeless man who was glowing with new shoes on. When I came back in, I screamed for her to get out and she left. He then asked me if I wanted my hair lined up because in the dream he was a barber (prophetic dream book said that barbers are deceitful) so after we talked, we got up hand in hand going to look for some place to get married. I feel that this is what’s taking place now is that dream, although I could not see the lady’s face in the dream.
One last thing that I will share is that in one of my dreams, I could tell that I had moved out, and in that dream, his mom handed me three silver keys and told me: you done this, so fix it. I went into the apartment and sat on his lap and kissed his face because he was crying, saying he was sorry. I believe that, that dream will come to pass too. Because I have been trying to find an apartment and could not but last week I got approved for a Studio apartment. I have been disobedient in some areas that God has told me not to be and I believe this is causing the delay between him(the man) and I. My only concern is that I have asked Yahweh for re-confirmation because of everything that has happened lately and for months.
Because God has not re-confirmed that he is my husband whom God ordained for me. However, because of my dreams, I am trying to walk in faith and trust God through this process and it’s hard. I don’t want to be holding on to someone while they’re falling in love and they are no longer my husband. I know that God does not change His mind, but I do realize that we can do some things that will cause us not to receive. Also, my granny died last year on July 14, 2019 and on July 4, 2019 her last words that she ever spoke to me was: you are getting married with a smile on her beautiful face. I then asked was it to the guy in Colorado and she said yes with a smile. I don’t take to heart the part I asked her but I do take it to heart her words about me getting married because my granny was a true woman of God.
I had a clear open vision of him on his knee asking me to married him. This vision was a couple of weeks ago when I came back off of my trip and also while he was talking to the lady. He is going out of town to visit the lady and God gave me a dream about him leaving prior to him telling me he was going out of town because at that moment, well actually until Friday, I still lived with him…Funny though, my ex-husband was in the dream too. Please allow this to remain anonymous. Any advise that you can give will help.