Dear Lady. Ann:
I lost someone very dear and special to me on Wednesday September 9, 2020. We were together for 6 years, I knew he had cancer, what I didn’t know is how fast it had progressed since March of this year. Myself and his family are in deep shock. My body is numb, I’ve been crying for days since it happened. This was a shock to us, I’m really hurt and lost and I’m angry, I’m mad, I’m frustrated. I just been laying in my bed, not eating. I’m barely taking in fluids, this is a really hard one, I need some help here. He went to the hospital a week ago, last Thursday. He was going to get treatment and come back home but when he came back home, he was partially dead. His breathing was faint, he was very shallow, his eyes were rolled in the back of his head. He came home at 6:00 p.m. last Wednesday, he died at 9:00 p.m. That night, my Julie was coming home in hospice and the doctor told us he had maybe a month. We didn’t know he only had a few hours. I’m just hard. I don’t know if I can go on, I’m really trying hard. Death is is one of the most hardest and painful things that a human can go through, especially when it’s unexpected. This was unexpected, we found out he was in stage three going into stage four cancer, we never knew that he just told us that he was okay, he was getting better. The doctors kept saying that he was getting better and all along they were lying to us. My baby is gone, I’m having a hard time coping, moving forward. Please I need some advice, I need some some help here. Help Lady. Ann