Dear Lady. Ann:
I‘m 22 and I feel like I’m stuck in life. I feel like I’m going in cycles. I always get heartbroken. Left for someone else or cheated on. I have no friends or family. I recently was involved with a man who was married. I did not know at first. But when I found out I did not want to leave. He was no nice and charming. I’m so sad because I broke it off because I know that’s not Gods will. I hope that you can pray for my healing. And so that I won’t go back. I miss him so much. I don’t have a relationship with my mom or dad. I feel so alone. I barely have friends and I made him my everything. I feel like my life is crumbling. I also feel like he used me for sex. I’m so hurt, I cant stop thinking Lord why me. Why do I have to go through this over and over and over again. I feel like a constant failure in the eyes of the Lord. I can’t do anything right. Every time I commit to him, I fall back into sin. Please help me. At this point I feel like I just want to die. I really want to die. Nothing in life ever works. I’m so embarrassed. I’m hurt. I’m lost. I’m lonely. I’m crying all the time. I just wanna die.