Dear Lady. Ann:
Hello. God is so good. Last year this time, I was in grade 12 about to do my external examinations. At this time I was so low, depressed and was battling anxiety. I didn’t think I could do well in the exams and would have panic attacks and I cried so much. Then in march corona showed up and now I was no longer gonna do the exams in May/June but July/August and I no longer had the written exam(paper 2) and multiple choice(paper 1) but paper one only. I was so happy and prepared by doing every past paper 1 I could find in my subjects. I did very well in my external examinations and it was all because of this pandemic which caused changes in the exams to limit face to face contact.
This is one thing that pulled me to God Almighty. I started praying more often, thanking God more often, and stopped relying on myself. I was so thankful the exams got much easier and found myself trusting God more with my life. I used to watch card readers on YouTube and God made me know that it’s not of Him and how that’s one way the enemy takes hold of us. I watched it because I still had feelings for me ex and I wanted to know if he wanted me back too. I stopped watching those and my eyes opened up and I saw that he isn’t the man God has for me. I also stopped watching things about crystals and the new age foolishness. I would have a knowing that those things are a trap from the enemy.
God was pulling me in, He was pursuing me. Whenever I was not in the word and praying, I was someone else and I chose God all day, everyday. Also, because I have the desire to be married, I pray for my future husband sometimes and I would ask God to prepare him and I for marriage. In December, God then put women in my YouTube feed that helped me to be a better person. Then I found Lady. Ann’s video on how she met and married her husband in 5 months. Although I am very young, I believe that man of God will find me very soon. Lady Ann is such a blessing and I will enroll in the mentorship program when I am able to.